In the Army Now

He's on his own

2011-08-23T16:58:00.000-07:00

Well, he moved out again. This is his house/apartment. He shares it with about 5 other fellas and he is happy.

I know it's been a while

2011-07-08T07:59:00.000-07:00

But look what's coming home on my son!!!!!

I am sure that it is not worth what he went through to get it, but he has received the combat patch. (Or pin, it kinda looks pin-ish to me.) Anyhow, Macade is in the USA!!! He made it! I have talked to him several times since I last posted. (I know, Mom of the year, right?) He is good and happy to be coming home so soon.

So, to backtrack a bit, things have been very busy for our boys the last few weeks. The work they were doing was very dangerous and there were a few accidents. Unfortunately, Macade was a part of one of them. He and a companion, hit an 80-100 lb IED on their 2nd to last mission. They both walked away with concussions miraculously. Their truck was destroyed. Whatever Cades mission is on this earth, it is a good one. He has been protected many times over the past year. We feel very blessed and will deal with each day one at a time as he tries to become a civilian once again.

Thank you all so much for your prayers for Macade and for us. I, personally, have truly felt each and every one over the last 6 months. His first 6 months out were especially difficult for me as I tried to find a place where I could accept that he was at war and still live my life here. I will admit, I was not very successful at this at all and I appreciate everyone's patience with me. (Especially my husband.) After Cades leave time in Jan-Feb, something changed for me and even after the call about his blast, I knew he would be OK. This doesn't mean that I was OK with it. In fact, it took me a few days and a few phone calls from him, to let myself relax a little. But I have been the grateful recipient of many prayers. Thank you.

SOOOO, for being fired upon in combat, Macade wears this new symbol. I am proud of him! And I am very happy that he is on his way home!

A phone call! A phone call!

2011-05-28T15:59:00.000-07:00

Yes, you are reading this correctly. I, Becky, have received a call from my son, SPC Moore, from across the world! How did this happen, you ask? He actually went down to the rec room and figured out how to use the phone..... wow!
So excited!
He sounds tired and ready to come home. He mentioned a few things that I will jot down quickly. He sent his box home. That's a good sign. That means there is not very much longer at all. I will not comment on dates as all of you know how much I hate dates. They come and go and are worse than if you didn't even know them before. Anyhow, we are planning on having our hero home in July sometime.
He talked a little bit about his best cousin Braiden, that left Wednesday for his mission to Canada. They will miss each other a lot but they realize this is how things are and they look forward to meeting again in a couple of years.
Macade talked about airsofting and how he has formed a team with a fellow soldier. I told him this will be good for the both of them because it will give them a chance to vent to each other about things we can't begin to comprehend. He said that was true. He said he wasn't feeling like he's doing anything other than his job right now, but when he comes home and thinks about things he has seen and done, it will get "weird".
He talked about going on a few trips and enjoying life for a bit. When I asked him if he would want to go to Colorado with us sometime, he asked if we would be driving there. I told him that is what we usually do... and he said he would meet us there. He is flat out tired of being in a vehicle for 14 hours a day. I hadn't given much thought to that, but can you imagine??? Bless his sweet soul for doing this for our country. Amazed.
I will be thinking about Macade, those that serve with him and those we have lost this weekend. It is a very emotional time for me as I consider all that has been sacrificed for my freedoms.

Reintegration!

2011-04-19T16:47:00.000-07:00

Sterling, Nina and I spent some time this past weekend at a reintegration yellow ribbon lunch. I gotta say, it is tough to listen to. I am sure glad they are honest with us but at the same time it is terrifying what we have to look forward to. At this meeting, we were able to ask a panel of professionals and soldiers and a wife questions about coming home and how it will affect our families. They shared a lot of important information. They pretty much confirmed that most, if not all, of these men will deal with some PTSD at some level. I loved that they reminded us to be kind and patient with each other all the time. That we should be willing to listen day or night to whatever our soldier has to tell us. I feel liked Macade is pretty lucky to just be coming home to a clean slate. He has no wife or children to try to re acclimate to. I do hope he does not spend a lot of time alone. Family and friends, I would ask that you all be willing and able to listen, not talk, but listen when he needs someone to talk to. I recall that one man was asked in church how he was doing after deployment. He said he was fine and appreciated the man asking. But then the man asked if he had ever been in a fire fight out there. This soldier lost it in church. He felt like this man had no right to ask him such a personal question. He f-bombed him in church!! Yikes! So, I think it is important for everyone to realize that Cade gets asked some of the most rude, personal, and thoughtless questions on a daily basis when he is home. Let's be part of the solution IF he wants to talk about it. Please don't ask him questions that he may not want to respond to. I am sure it will be an adventure around here for a while, but we are educating ourselves and trying to be prepared. We love you all and thank you all for your support.

Hit and Miss

2011-04-08T09:49:00.000-07:00

So, Cade has sent me a few short emails. Mostly just talking about how he is so ready to come home. He is very grateful to everyone still sending packages and letters. You must know that mail day is a good day or a bad day. Please don't forget to send him mail...PLEASE. emails are great but a nice written letter can be packed around with him all day. He wanted me to remind EVERYONE, to please not talk to people about what he is doing there. I know this is tough, cause I want to talk to everyone about it, but please for his safety and protection, do not discuss this with anyone. You can tell folks that he does "route clearance", but nothing more please. He could get in a lot of trouble this way. He says to tell everyone hi and that he can't wait to see you all. Please everyone, pray for an end to this government shutdown nonsense. It wouldn't make even less sense at all for him to be there without pay. Thanks everyone!

No news....at all

2011-03-26T19:59:00.000-07:00

OK so he called Nina. I knew I would be second to a girl sometime. She says he was OK. It was a long week and he was tired, but he talked her leg off for an hour or so. ($$$$) O well. Not my worry right? So, the latest, via Nina, is that he is alive and well.

O Cade

2011-03-18T08:59:00.000-07:00

Cade is in the middle of a Ping Pong Tournament with Poland.

Who does that?

I heard from the red head

2011-03-12T19:16:00.000-08:00

It is funny how I get a little cranky when I have not heard from him in a spell. (Sterling would say it is NOT funny.)
Anyhow, as usual, not much to say. He is just very optimistic about the time going by quickly. He has joined a ping pong club and is pretty busy with that in his down time, I guess. They do some of the darnedest things to pass the time. He still is not getting mail, but is confident he will. So, I send on.
I think he is just getting online long enough to email me once in a while and Nina a lot. So, no pictures coming through for sure.
It sounds like things are a little slower for them right now. Hopefully it stays that way.

Very little out of A.

2011-03-02T18:34:00.000-08:00

So, there is very little info coming out of A. I like to think this is because all those dirty little buggers are hiding out of the cold. Macade says, in some short emails, that things are good, cold, muddy and a little boring right now. And that is just fine with me. They spend their down time making odd shaped snow things. (You don't want me to go into detail, I promise.) He has been thinking a lot about what he wants to do when he gets home. I think being here for leave really got him considering his future. He has been given responsibility of his own wrecker, which he is very excited about. AND, he has not received any mail yet. Total downer for me as I have been sending stuff for about 2 weeks now. Hopefully he gets them soon. For now I think he is using the free internet in the rec room to email home and Nina. So, things are good. Our family is doing well. It really did soothe our souls to see him alive and well. Thanks to all of you and your prayers on his behalf.

Another goodbye down!

2011-02-20T12:00:00.000-08:00

So, we are getting pretty good at this goodbye stuff. There were hardly any tears even. (Mostly from me of course.) Cade said goodbye to everyone on his own terms. No party or fanfare. Just simply, "I'll see you soon"'s. He is back in Hell. I haven't talked to him personally yet. But I got a quick email from him saying it was ok at the new place. I am pretty sure I will get more info from Nina when I see her. Thanks to everyone that took some time to see Cade. It really meant a lot to him to see you all.
5 MORE MONTHS!

I'm cranky and I know it

2011-02-09T15:59:00.000-08:00

As the hours creep by...
I just get sad

OK wait!!!

2011-02-05T09:15:00.001-08:00

Can this week move any faster?!

Seriously

2011-01-25T15:31:00.000-08:00

Can this week move any slower????

Yippee!!

2011-01-20T05:44:00.000-08:00

1 week baby! 1 week til I can give you the biggest hug ever! So excited to see your face, smell you, (yes, even covered in Afghani dust), and listen when you need to talk. I love you and cannot wait for NEXT week!

Excitement!

2011-01-12T18:12:00.000-08:00

So I have been trying to cut and paste this for a while now, but being as I am so computer literate, you get my version of the email Cade sent me. It went something like this.
"I have been very busy so things are crazy at best. I have been traveling a lot and staying elsewhere. But guess what????????????? I found my first IED!!! This is not a story for now but will tell you all about it when I get home. It was a big one. Yay me, almost everyone has heard about it. I am proud of myself:) Keepin my boys safe:)"
So this is the kind of emails I get from him. Short, sweet and "dropping a bomb". He was so excited about this IED, that I couldn't help but feel happy for him through my hysteria that he was sweeping for bombs! (Not sure if he came across it by accident?) If I know Cade, he has been offering to do anything to get himself out of the garage.
So, I am good with this surprisingly. His energy is contagious. I am glad he feels like he saved his friends.
He has all but quit calling and skyping at this point. :( But I understand too. We are down to 15 days now and I think he is trying to keep his head in Afghanistan. He is very excited to see all of you. Thanks for your support.

Look out!!!

2011-01-11T14:07:00.000-08:00

Yes, it's a monkey!

And my personal favorite, the convoy stopped for a herd of camels!

Cade, you aren't in Utah anymore....

After Much Concern...

2011-01-07T09:33:00.001-08:00

I have decided to post some details. Not in an effort to freak anyone out, but to be true to this record. I have thought a lot about it and I think that in an effort to keep this as some sort of journal, I need to put in some detail. So if you are a worrier or a Grandma (or both) I will warn you ahead of time when I am going to write something bothersome. I have also decided it might be therapeutic for me to get it off my chest without having to call and cry to someone. That being said, Grandma's look no further.
Christmas was not what I had envisioned. I knew that it would never be the same of course. However, I had planned on getting the family together and Skyping and laughing and crying with Cade. Our plans were derailed on Christmas Eve when I was doing some instant messaging with him. He had had a long week. I could tell just by the things he was saying. I never try to press him for details. I think he will talk as he feels he can. I told him I was sorry he was struggling, to which he responded, "I mean, I know it is hard to see a copper wire in the dark, but I trust these guys to clear the area." As you can imagine, my heart fell into my shoes and I was glad we were not speaking by phone. I asked if it had triggered anything and he said "no, just made my heart stop." I am looking forward to getting the full story when he gets home. (Sick, I know.) I have no idea why he did not get blown up! It makes me cringe to think that we may have spent a far different Christmas this year.
In the end, Macade felt like he was unable to talk with family for Christmas. He was going to work out. (Who works out on Christmas??) He mentioned being able to talk to everyone in person soon.
It really does seem like I just start to relax, when something like this comes up. It makes me remember that he is not just on some base fixing trucks. He is out recovering vehicles that if left for any amount of time, are laden with explosives. His job is scary! I would love to say that I will not worry from this point on, but that would be lying. I worry a lot. It is my only goal this year to let myself relax a bit and not worry so much. I have had to tell myself several billion times that there really is nothing I can do but let him know he is loved and supported back home. And then it is Gods hands. Just like he was on Christmas Eve.

2011

2010-12-31T19:59:00.000-08:00

Well the beginning of a new year is here and here I sit contemplating how blessed we are. I feel very lucky to...........
You know what? I am not sure what I feel lucky about! I am sad that my kid is around the country fighting in a battle that can't be won. I am sick of the pit in my stomach and concern every time the freakin phone rings. I am tired of avoiding the news and yet being drawn to it. I don't like to even think about him hopping out of his truck to put his life on the line and yet it constantly is invading my thoughts and filling my dreams. I don't want him to feel nervous about coming home because he is different. Breathe, breathe...
OK, this is not my gripe about the war blog. I really do have hope for 2011. I hope it is a good year for Cade. I hope he continues to grow.
He has started ordering himself birthday presents for his leave time. He feels very lucky to have such awesome friends and family at home. He can't wait to thank you all personally for being so supportive.
A couple of things I thought to ask him about next time we talk: Have you seen any camels? What about little donkeys? Do you live in a tent? (It doesn't look like it, but what do I know?) If anyone wants to know something, let me know and I will ask. He may not be able to tell me some things, but we can try.
Sorry to be so negative. Must be the winter blues. But I also want to write how it is. For this is a documentation of his deployment for us to look back at if we need or want to. I am still hesitant to put in any harsh details that he has told me. I don't want to freak anyone else out!
Anyway, Happy New Year!
Here is to a better year for the soldiers in Afghanistan and elsewhere. May more lives be spared. Let Macade and the rest of his unit come home safe. Let them move on.

Christmas in Afghanistan

2010-12-24T19:04:00.000-08:00

So, there is a reason for my lack of blogging here. I haven't heard anything! Macade evidently has been on several missions this week. It has been a stressful week for us too.
So I heard from him this morning finally and he is OK. They have been very busy and I don't know that they even take time to really celebrate the holidays.
So I sit here this Christmas Eve waiting to hear from him. Knowing that he woke up this morning in another country on the other side of the world. Neither of us will have a "normal" Christmas. It may be memorable, but not the same. I know that it never will be.
He was having a rough night, but said he was a man now and needs to deal with things and move on. Wow.
I miss him. I want to hug him. I want to smell him. Weird, I know. Your kids have a smell though and I miss it like I miss him. I want him to be safe. I want to be able to talk to him and comfort him. I want to say Merry Christmas to him knowing that he is not going to go out to put his life on the line, just for a day even.
I want to ask again for everyone to not forget Macade after the holidays. I have heard that the next few weeks are the toughest because they aren't getting as much mail. Cade is looking forward to coming home for a bit, so that might help. But if you think of him throughout the holidays, drop him a little line. He always loves hearing from everyone. Thanks everyone. Merry Christmas! May there be PEACE on earth.

Another day, another post

2010-12-18T17:17:00.000-08:00

Well, I have tried and tried to copy and paste Cade's last message to me, but failure. So I will improvise. He wanted me to tell everyone hello and that he misses you all but will see you soon. (Of course.) He said he really loves it there and that he thinks he will miss it when he comes home. He loves the structure of the Army life still. He quizzed me about who will be at the airport. By the way, anyone is welcome to come to the airport. We are not doing a formal party on that day because I think he will be beat. He said that he is so excited to come home and go to church where he can personally thank the ward for being so supportive of him. He wanted me to thank everyone that has been sending things for the holidays. He has sure felt the love this holiday season.
He really does love his work. I know he is seeing things that he will never forget, but he is growing. He has changed a lot and it will be interesting to "meet" him again.
Thank you all for being so great to our family. It is a difficult time of year for us, but it will be memorable to all of us as well. We are grateful.

Remembering a hero

2010-12-03T19:53:00.000-08:00

Macades unit lost one of their leaders yesterday. I knew it would be difficult, but I never imagined this unique hurt for someone I don't even know. It hits far too close to home.
I spoke with Macade this morning who wasn't going to mention anything, but was acting different. I told him I had watched the news and he asked what I had heard. I told him that I knew that Sgt Thode had been killed. Macades obvious relief at being able to release some emotion was evident. We shared a few tears as we spoke about what a great leader Sgt Thode was and how much Macade respected him. He then wiped away his tears and told me that Sgt Thode would want them to go on with their work. He told me,"this is war" and that he still has a mission to accomplish. It is a very emotional time for all of the guys out there.
On a lighter note, we talked about how happy he will be to come home and be with loved ones for a while. He wants to "hang out" and go look at motorcycles. He is very excited and talks about it every time we talk. He has developed a deeper appreciation for family and still tells me every time to tell everyone he loves them and will see them soon.
Everyone, take a moment to remember our troops today. The very men that put their lives on the line every day. I told him he is a hero and I have no doubt that his response is echoed every day in his camp. He tells me "I'm just doing my job." Think about your job and what is required of you and say a little prayer for those that have commitment to something far bigger than themselves.
Thanks for all of your support as we struggle to make it through this deployment. We appreciate all of your thoughts and prayers.

Thanksgiving in A!

2010-11-25T19:36:00.000-08:00

We spoke with Cade this morning! Skype is the thing I am most grateful for! So, I got right up and came to the computer knowing that it was his Thanksgiving evening. He of course was online and called right away. He asked if I would get ready and go out to my sisters early so he could see everyone. This was bitter sweet because I was sad that our Colorado family couldn't talk to him also. (We couldn't travel there due to weather.) I wish everyone could have seen him. It was also a bummer for me to get out of my pjs at 9:00 to drive out to Payson in the freezing cold... But it was totally worth it to see Macades face as the video popped up and he could see his Utah family crowded around the computer to see him. He was wearing his groovy Afghani scarf and has really filled out in the cheeks. He just smiled ear to ear the whole time he spoke with everyone. He especially loved Gammons version of "Osama got ran over my a reindeer". We were very happy to see him happy. Hopefully his day was nice. He didn't say much except for they had made them a nice dinner. He was leaving the safety of the base this morning, so as usual, remember him in your prayers. Thank you all and Happy Thanksgiving!

Wow! It's been a while

2010-11-14T08:59:00.000-08:00

I didn't realize I hadn't written the most recent about Cade. There's not a lot, so don't get excited. I spoke with him briefly on Friday. He was good. We didn't have much to say, but he looks healthy and usually pretty happy. He had had a long day, but I'm thinking "aren't they all long?" He wanted me to go get him some gadgets out of his storage unit and we talked about the dreams we've been having. He says he has dreams every night that he is home on leave. Funny, but I just dreamt about him for the first time. (Thank heavens, cause even the good one was a tough one.) I dreamed that he was here on leave and what is the first thing I do??? Run him to the dentist. Oh my. I really have lost my mind. Anyway, I woke up and cried a little bit.
He's on my mind this morning as 5 more young men have been killed today. I have not heard from Macade, but I am pretty sure it is not in his area.
I miss him horribly and can't wait to hold him in my arms and tell him it will be OK.

Another day

2010-11-06T18:57:00.000-07:00

Spoke with Cade today. It was awesome! He and I have not had a chance to talk like that since before he left the country. I really needed it too. I miss him terribly. He is good. He would not quit talking and I loved it. Now I have to remember everything he said. He was telling me how much he loves the children there. He told me that they are the reason he is there and if he changes just one of their lives, it will make it worth being there. He loves the little boy in the bottom left picture below. His name is Sheeb and he knows Macade as Moore and calls out to him whenever he is around. Macade says he hooked him up real good with some Halloween candy he got. Cade loves the locals, especially the kids. He talks a lot about them. He really wants to make a difference in their lives.
He talked about the things he hopes to do when he gets home. Buy a condo and a motorcycle. He has a very one-tracked mind. He is sooo excited for his leave time! He says he cannot wait to eat when he wants and sleep when he wants and go anywhere he wants. I personally think he won't know what to do with himself when he gets here, but we will see. He is a little worried that I might be too clingy. What?!
He sounded different to me today. I have thought in the past that he has "grown up", but I think it is for real this time. Maybe... No really, he sounds like a man that has seen things I never hope to. He says he found a quote the other day that sums it up. He didn't have the exact wording, but it was something about how facing death will make you remember what is really important in your life. And I think he is working it out. It will take time.
He wanted me to remind everyone here in his life how much he loves them. And that his leave is just around the corner and he can't wait to see everyone. Thanks for all of your prayers for him. I know he feels them.
***Don't forget if you are sending him a package, do NOT put Afghanistan in the address. It will go straight to Afghanistan and not the APO. Also, they say to mail Christmas packages no later than the first week of December.***

They can't decide...

2010-11-01T17:49:00.000-07:00

They have now come out and asked that we not put Afghanistan in Cades address. It is not a safety precaution, but a routing issue. It seems some of the packages get there but in a way complicated manner. So, when mailing anything, just leave out Afghanistan. The APO # is like his camp zip code so it will get there. Also, when sending packages of any size, you will need to fill out a customs paper. I just went and picked up a handful so that I have them ready to go. If you need to know how to fill it out, the post office peeps can help you. He is loving getting mail. Thank you all for being so supportive to him.

Best Birthday Present!

2010-10-31T07:30:00.000-07:00

Skyped with my boy this morning. He says he was waiting for me to get online so he could wish me a happy birthday. So, lying here in bed, the boys all wenting hunting for a moose. Not gun hunting, but Skyler's zoology homework hunting. Anyway, Skyping with Cade from my bed makes me the happiest birthday girl ever! He sounds very happy. The best thing is people pop in and out of his room all the time and say Happy Birthday. One guy jumps in and says it and then I respond, "Happy Halloween". His response: "What's so G@# Damn happy about it?!" I was peeing in my pants! This feller made my day.
So, on our family readiness blog they posted this website
tfpredatorpost.com
It's a blog started by some girls serving and I am loving it. They go out to all th FOB's and post about the goings on there. Love it! Thought some of you may like it too.

New pictures!!!

2010-10-22T11:28:00.001-07:00

I don't know if he saw my post about lacking pictures or if he knew I needed some, but here are some new ones. This first one is beautiful! It's hard to imagine a place so full of hate being so pretty. I always picture it in my mind as hell, but this is a nice way to picture things

I think this one is of Macades new recovery vehicle. This is what he drives out of the gates with every day. I am very proud today.

This one was the most profound for me. I am weeping as I type how grateful I am to live here in America. The innocence in these faces makes me hope for a better future for them. Their bare feet remind me how glad I am to have simple things. Their hopeful eyes haunt me when I pray that they will have something to eat this night.

Friends and family, my son is living among them. He is there for them. Please pray that these young people will grow to be wise and different than those before them.

Please pray for Macade who has not complained at all about living in a country where he is hated and despised.

Don't forget him. He needs letters and love from home to keep going.

He loves you all.

Is this a joke?

2010-10-21T19:17:00.000-07:00

Macade is trying to tell me he has gained 21 pounds since leaving home!.....

Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha

Oh OK, I am OK...

He says it's all muscle. I am having a hard time believing this craziness. Probably due to the lack of picture issue.

I just Face Booked with him this morning. He says all is well. He is working out like mad and taking the "vitamins" he wanted me to forward to him. I told him he might get fat. He he. Another funny picture in my head.

He really seems to be enjoying himself and making a good name for himself as well. I think he will be more mature when he comes home. (And chubby)

Love that kid!

Killer Bees in Afghanistan?

2010-10-15T20:42:00.000-07:00

Who knew?
(Diana will sympathize)
Macade was stung by a bee. A "killer bee", according to SPC Moore.
I laughed.
And then he told me he had to go see the medics because his head was swelling so bad. They ended up having to inject him with Benedryl and phenegren to keep the swelling in his head down. He was laid up for a few days.
So, just so you know, don't get stung by any Taliban bees!

New title!!

2010-10-12T14:33:00.000-07:00

Yeah for today! Macade was made a Specialist!!

We are so excited for him. He has not been in the Army for 2 years yet and has advanced 3 ranks!

So this means when you write to him, his address name has changed as well. It is now

SPC Moore, Macade

I can't wait to write that for the first time tonight!

I guess you've noticed...

2010-10-09T09:53:00.000-07:00

I don't get many picture from that gun toting son of mine. So, I hope I don't bore you with my lack of visuals.
Macade is good. They postponed his trip off the base for a bit. Wondering if it's cause they can't get any darn fuel. He had a lot to talk to me about the other day. i was at work and had to keep it short, but here are some of the things we talked about.
One of his favorite Sgt's over there is coming home with a broken leg. He is pretty sad about it and I am too. I am pretty sure this guy watches over Cade like a hawk. Anyway, it seems he fell off of a truck and is now being shipped to Germany to recover and maybe home.
Cade talked about getting a full time job out at Camp Williams when he gets home. That would be nice. He would be teaching in Pre-mobilization classes. He also talked a bit about reclassifying at a true Sapper combat engineer. He is working as a mechanic attached to the engineers right now. He hates being stuck in the shop (motorpool) all day. I think he talks his way into as many missions as possible. Crazy kid!
He talked about how excited he is to come home and see everyone in January. I can't wait!
He wanted me, as usual, to tell everyone that he loves them and hopes they are all well.
he sounds like he is really trying think through how things will go when he gets home. It will be a big change for all of us, but I will be very grateful to have him safely home.

Please pray for Cade

2010-10-03T19:46:00.000-07:00

Busy week for Macade coming up. He may not be able to email or Skype and all. But please pray for him as he is on the move this week. I have no details, but my thoughts are constantly with him. Thanks to all our friends and family.

My kid is SO cool

2010-09-27T14:28:00.000-07:00

So, I got a picture FINALLY! He has tried to tell me they have no where to develop a picture in Afghanistan. And no place to mail it. Come on.
Anyhow, their email is really crappy too so when this came through, I was thrilled!! He looks so good. He also sent a nice letter to the ward. Really impressive for him. He got a package from our Young Women and he said it made his whole week! The ward is making a plaque for him just like the missionaries. It will say Operation Enduring Freedom and have this picture. It will also have the young men and women's theme scripture for the year. Joshua 1:9 He felt like this scripture fits him perfectly.
So the most recent news is that he found out that the will be coming home in January for his leave. January 27th - February 11th he will be home and safe and we are so happy.
Thanks again for all of your support and letters. He loves to get mail. They leave it on his bed so that when he comes in from a long mission day, he can find love from home. Nothing better for sure. I have made a couple of amendments to his address, so I will update it again.

PFC Moore, Macade
118th Sapper Company
FOB Salerno, Afghanistan
APO AE 09314

Double check to make sure you have it right. Thanks again.

Governors Day

2010-09-19T07:17:00.000-07:00

So, yesterday I spent the day up at Rice Eccles Stadium with our FRG leaders doing some fundraising at Governors Day. I think we made money and did well. Macades good friend, (I call him Cades babysitter), got awarded soldier of the year. That was fun. I took our photo and sent it to Cade. It was a miracle I found him in that mess of soldiers. Anyone in the Air or Army Guard was there. They literally fill up the whole field when they get in formation. Amazing to see actually. They flew over 6 Apaches and a C-130. It's always cool for me anyway. So right about the time they were getting started, I get a call from Cade. He sounded so happy! He had got the chance to play gunner and as much as I hate the idea, he was so giddy about it. He also has been doing recovery. Which means he is going out to recover vehicles that have been hit or broken down. He took charge of a situation the other day and received praise by the 1st Lieutenant and was pretty excited about that too. He is to be promoted to Specialist next month. He also told me about getting out of his big ol mean lookin truck and talking to the people. You know, people always say they fall in love with the people from their missions? Well, he is no different. He loves the people. He got to talk for quite some time with an Afghani kid about his own age. He says he is making a difference. This is exactly the answer to my prayers that he will see the good in being there and not just the bad.
So, speaking of bad... if you only want to hear the good, here is where you click the little X in the top right corner....
They have already had some incidences where their machinery has had a chance to prove it works. Macade is FINE. I have spoken to him several times and he is OK. I have found out more about there notification process and the news is unfortunate. Info is slow coming. And if it comes from Macade, which is preferable, it is very vague. He cannot say much at all except to let us know that he is fine. I do not know if he was involved in the latest incident, but with several missed calls to me and finally getting through to Sterling, it is my guess that he was there. Again, he is fine.
This was not the first incident and it most definitely won't be the last. They are very busy and working sometimes more than 14 hours a day. Please keep him and his "family" in your prayers. And please keep sending letters. Some of these soldiers will keep letters they get with them all day. In a day when email is certainly easier, sometimes it is the good old fashioned letter that is appreciated the most. He also loves pictures! Thanks again for being so great. We take great comfort in knowing we have wonderful family and friends to support us through this difficult time.

Warning

2010-09-15T12:14:00.000-07:00

Hey all. Hope everyone is doing well. I haven't spoken to Cade since Sunday, but he warned me he would be working so no biggie. Sterling got to talk with him yesterday and he says he is fine.
So, we got a phone call last night from a group claiming to donate money to homeless veterans. Sterling, in a fit of compassion for veterans given our current affairs, began to give them a credit card number. Luckily, he got a bad feeling about it when he heard laughing and such in the background. (Sounded like a party). He immediately hung up before finishing his number and called the Orem police and his cc company.
So, the moral of this story is... Don't give your cc info to anyone over the phone! We don't know if they were even legitimate. But a reputable company would never ask for that info over the phone or they would have some other way of billing you.
At all my Army meetings, we have been told to not let people prey on our emotional state. People will search out those with family serving and abuse the situation. Sterling and I feel like somehow they knew that we had a loved one out and it wouldn't take much to convince us to donate.
Now, I have donated to such organizations as the USO. I wasn't convinced that it would make a difference at first, but the first phone call we got from Cade was provided by the USO. They do hound you for more donations once you have given, but to me, that is a worthwhile charity. Once again, I would never give them my info over the phone.
So, beware of those that are heartless. Especially during the holidays.
Thanks for all your support. Our family feels your prayers on our behalf.

Doing good in the neighborhood

2010-09-11T21:03:00.000-07:00

That is the post on Macades on Skype. He gave me a little call this morning and I loved it. He is doing good. As usual, he wanted me to tell everyone hi and that he is doing fine.
A couple of things stood out when I spoke with him. We talked a bit about the preacher that wants to burn Kurans and I wish that preacher could've heard my son. He told me he hoped that he didn't do that. I wish I could write word for word what he said, but he said it would ruin their goal of "hearts and minds". There is more to this than a few words, but I am not sure what I can write. It was touching to hear my soldier tell me this would only hurt their mission.
Another thing he said was "Mama, this would really suck if I wasn't having so much fun." I felt a bit better when he said that and I hope it also eases a few of your minds somewhat. My boy loves being a soldier. He loves his army family. He loves our country. He loves all of you.

First Mission

2010-09-08T19:31:00.000-07:00

Macade went on his first mission! He wasn't able to tell me anything but he showed me some pictures. He is anxious to get to work. If he isn't working he is bored. Thanks to yomega they have some sweet yo yo's to play with and I am trying to get Sportcraft to send a badminton set. He sounds and looks good. Aunt Di was able to skype with him on Labor Day and that was fun. He had helmet head. He is loving getting some mail. Please don't forget him.

Yomega rocks

2010-09-06T19:05:00.000-07:00

OK friends and family. There are still good people out there willing to give to a good cause. I have been wanting to send fun packages to Macade once a month or so and have been trying to think of cool things. Macade LOVES to yo yo! (Thanks to Kris B and friend.) And he has been wowing his fellow troops with tricks for some time. So I decided to see if Yomega would donate to their troop. Well they came through!! Macade received a whole box full of yo yo's to share. It turns out Yomega's CEO is former military! So everyone go out and buy some Yomega's and show them we love those that donate to our troops!
We love Yomega!!!
http://www.yomega.com/
ps Macade is now getting mail and hungry for more.

PFC Moore, Macade
118th Sapper Company
FOB Salerno, Afghanistan
APO AE 09314

This address just requires normal postage.

My boy!

2010-09-02T20:20:00.000-07:00

Skyped with my boy tonight! He looks good and sounds great. He is hard at work already. He was able to get internet just in time to Skype Skyler for his birthday. Although it was a gift to us all. He has his own little room that he says he will send pics of soon. He has not received any mail yet. I am not sure why not, but if you want to send him packages, you may want to wait until I get word that he is getting his mail. I started sending letters at least 3 weeks ago. So, I will wait to send anything more than letters. If I get word of a different address, I will post it. For now, we are just happy to see his face and hear his voice and know that he is fine. He is doing some Facebooking if that is a good way for anyone to keep in touch with him. Thanks everyone for your support of our son!

Yes!!

2010-08-31T12:08:00.000-07:00

Finally! News from Cade. Well not really any news, but he is alive and well. He has not quite made it to his final destination and does not have any internet. He wanted me to tell everyone that he is alive and well. It was quite a shock to hear from him at work yesterday morning. He had called the house, then Sterling and Sterling told him to just call my workplace and not let them tell him that I was busy with a patient. Good hubby!
Anyway, he sounds good. He is a little bored as most of his unit has reached the base but they can't seem to make the last leg of the journey. Army guys...!

That old saying

2010-08-28T16:33:00.000-07:00

No news is good news....
Is still a good one.
Still haven't heard from Cade.
If anyone has, promptly let him know that his mother would love to hear from him.

No news is... well it's no news

2010-08-25T14:27:00.000-07:00

Haven't heard much troop fans. (And that's a good thing.) We know he is traveling and a couple of places he has been, but not much communications.
I went to our family social last night and wives have been hearing bits and pieces here and there, but nothing solid which is just how we like it. Our soldiers depend on us being discreet about their jobs. Please keep this in mind if you FB or blog about our boy. This also means apart from telling you things to your faces, you will probably not hear a lot here. I will tell you what I can.
Macade seemed ready to get going, as usual, the last I spoke to him. I will still feel blessed that we do live in this day and age of more information. I think for a while we will have to depend on snail mail, but that's OK too.
Thanks again for your love and concern. We love our soldier and feel a void constantly without him here. Please remember him in your prayers and keep in mind that mail will take 14 days or so to reach him.

It's really happening

2010-08-18T20:39:00.000-07:00

So I never thought this time would come but here we are. Tomorrow night a huge piece of my heart leaves the country for the unknown. I am sick with worry. I have quit counting how many people ask if I am scared. What do you think? My life is not the same. My testimony of country and family is different. My soul will not rest until he is safely back on American soil.
My heart has been touched by one of my patients that has deployed 11 times as a Chaplain. He is a sober man. He has seen life and death. His last deployment ended last week and with the loss of 12 of their men. I have hope that by the grace of God that all of Macades unit returns home safely. Theirs is a dangerous mission of which I try not to dwell on. The ring of my doorbell will even sound different after tomorrow.
May you all remember our troops tonight and tomorrow. Please think of and say a little prayer for my little boy that is fighting like a man now. And please thank the next young man or woman in uniform. Their sacrifice is great. Sometimes ultimate.
Thank you Macade. Your sacrifice leaves me in awe. You constantly invade my thoughts. I hope you are not scared. I hope that you know that I love you more than anything. I hope you know that my breath will be labored until I can feel you and smell you and hear your voice in my ear. I love you son.

Skype is the coolest ever!

2010-08-14T20:33:00.000-07:00

I got to see my boy tonight!!
We both got set up to Skype and it was so cool!
We are so blessed to live in a time where we can speak face to face with our loved ones thousands of miles away!
Macade is just hanging out in a town called Lacrosse? Not sure how to spell it. He is getting lots of sleep and enjoying that while he can. He says his 1st Sergeant told them to not get in any trouble or he would personally and publicly execute them. I love that guy!
Anyway, Macade looks great and it was fun to show him around the new kitchen!
I LOVE Skype!

A little update

2010-08-11T20:10:00.001-07:00

So for those of you that keep up with Macade, (he's hard to keep up with) here is the latest. I spoke with him this morning and he will go on a 4 day leave on the 13th. He is not able to come home and will just be hanging out getting ready to go. So, unless I hear otherwise, he will be leaving the country on the 16th or 17th. I do not know where he goes from here and how long it will be before we hear from him. This part is really hard for me. I like to know that he has a place to sleep and all. Anyway, I do have his new address. I hear that it takes about 2 weeks for him to get mail.

PFC Moore, Macade
118th Sapper Company
FOB Salerno Afghanistan
APO AEO9314

It is with a heavy heart that I mailed my first letter to Afghanistan. It just still seems so unreal. Say a little prayer for my boy and for us. It is a very tough time for all of us.
Macade is always very concerned about his friends and family every time I speak to him. He wants you all to know that he loves you and is thinking about you.

I got pics!!!

2010-08-03T14:35:00.000-07:00

He sent them through a text but I got some. I told Macade before he left that I have to have physical evidence that he is ok. PICTURES!! Hopefully they keep coming!

He has been trained and certified to drive this thing! Yikes!

Talked to Cade

2010-08-02T20:59:00.000-07:00

And he is good. He sounds a little more upbeat than last time. He is still really ready to get going. He wants to set up his routines. (If you know Cade, you know he likes to have some structure throughout his days.) He is concerned about all his friends here at home and I think it is a little tough for him to think about life going on as usual here.
He is really excited about some new camo they are getting when they leave. He was going to try to go to recovery school, but they didn't make the deadline for it. (I am not crying over this.) He did find out that mechanics do go out on most of the convoys and he was glad about it. (I AM crying over this.)
Overall he seems pretty grounded right now. I am so proud of him. Sterling and I have spent many a sleepless night discussing our concerns for him. We want him to know that we are here for him and support him and his brothers 100%! We pray for his safe return.
We love you Cade!

Wisconsin Sucks

2010-07-21T14:25:00.000-07:00

I think that was the title of his last FB post. Macade is doing swell. After a short bout of anthrax poisoning, I think he might survive premobilization. He is still very anxious to get going. He and his "brothers" are downloading movies and music like mad men. I guess that and video games are the only things to do during down time.
Much to my dismay, Cade qualified on Monday to shoot the big 50 caliber gun. This means he will be one of 7 guys arming that hefty piece of weaponry. I still can't figure out how a 98 lb kid can handle a big gun like that. You have to sit with it between your legs to even get a round off. PS. I told him to accidentally shoot someone in the knee or something so he doesn't qualify to shoot any other big nasty guns. I don't like it a bit.
Sterling leaves tomorrow morning to go hang with him in the field. I am pretty sure they don't make a helmet big enough for him, but I told Cade to take photos for sure. It's a pretty quick trip, but I hope it's great for both of them. I was a little bummed at first that I wouldn't get to go, but one farewell is more than enough for me.
Oh and I got his address for the time being.
PFC Moore, Macade
118th Sapper Co
1868 Regimental Ave
Fort McCoy Wisconsin 54656
He loves letters. Right now he only have email access on his phone, so until he deploys, it might be easiest to write him letters. We are guessing mid August on him leaving.
Thanks to all our friends and family! He has a great foundation!

Touch down in 10 hours

2010-07-07T10:58:00.000-07:00

Our hearts are breaking today with sending Macade on his way. I just can't believe this nightmare is actually happening. For some strange reason, I thought it might never happen. We are struggling horribly with this and hoping the pain will ease soon. Knowing that he is still here in the states for a while is helpful, but the knowledge of where he is going is excruciating!
We took him to dinner last night and it was really nice to spend just a little bit of time with him before saying goodbye. I felt like I did OK for him. He was strong too. His brothers are OK but I know it is on their minds also. His dad has the knowledge that he will see him again in a couple of weeks, but we did lean on each other quite a bit last night.
He called this morning from the airport where is is sitting until... right now actually. Then he has to lay over in Dallas forever. He won't even make it to Wisconsin until 10 o'clock tonight.
He still was anxious to get this going. Heaven help his Battle Buddy until they actually leave the country!

Countdown to Wisconsin

2010-07-06T12:57:00.000-07:00

So Macade found out on Saturday that he is in an advance party to Wisconsin. This means after all our prep for him to leave this Friday, he is leaving tomorrow. No excitement or speeches, just getting on a jet and leaving very early. I will still be going up to the actual departure of the rest of his unit just to stay involved with them, but it certainly won't be as neat.
He said his goodbyes to family and friends last night and I couldn't help but cry myself to sleep as I thought about my nephew, Braiden. I feel worse for him today than I feel for myself. He will be leaving on his mission before Cade comes home and it will be at least 3 years before they will see each other again. It is very difficult to comprehend.
Macade was more than ready to get going. I have heard that just before a deployment, our soldiers can get a little beastly. This being said, I am glad the day is finally here.
He promised to send me pictures ASAP. So, I will be posting as I get them. Sterling also purchased a laptop with built in camera for me to Skype with him, so that will be great.
So, just feeling run down today. Can't seem to find any energy to do anything. I am sure it will be better soon. Thanks to you all for your prayers and support of Macade. Our whole family appreciates it.

Getting closer now

2010-07-01T19:03:00.000-07:00

Unbelievable how time flies. Just a few weeks ago I was wondering how we would keep Cade busy til go time. Now it's mere days away. I am beginning to feel that tightness in my chest.
Cade is so ready to go. He is sick of the anticipation. He is sick of everyone being so negative about the Army life. He just wants to get to work. It will be different for all of us, but we are proud. We love Macade.

Dad's a Cheesehead too?

2010-06-18T09:59:00.000-07:00

So Sterling was called by the Department of Defense the other day and asked if he would like to participate in an operation called Boss Lift? Sure, what is it?
Basically, the Army wants employers of soldiers to get a taste for what our soldiers go through during training for deployment. They are sending him to Wisconsin in July in a big freakin airplane and letting him hang with the bad boys for 3 days. They say it is the opportunity of a lifetime. He is very excited to go and to be able to say goodbye to Macade there will be very cool for both of them.
Hooah!

Sober times

2010-05-28T17:14:00.000-07:00

Life at our house has been a bit sober. It is really starting to sink in that we are sending a son to war. Sterling and I have been trying to stay positive and think of good things that may come of this, but then reality hits us up side the head. We had deployment briefings the other day and THE GENERAL was almost in tears! I was hoping to not throw up in the middle of his speech. He told the soldiers and their families that he was sorry that they were having to go to this place. It really was moving to hear. Macade is so up and down right now. After spending 3 weeks at drill, he was ready to go. But he still is downright scared. He has been full of hugs and can't get enough of family right now. Please remember him in your prayers. He will be needing all the strength he can get. Thanks for your support.

We have a date

2010-05-21T15:26:00.000-07:00

but it might change a few times between now and then.
July 7th is the day. He is shipping out to Wisconsin. He'll be a cheesehead!
He is excited and I am trying to figure out how we will keep him focused on the Army for the next 6 weeks.
Augh! Anyone want to babysit?

How many hours?

2010-05-17T15:58:00.000-07:00

Macade has to stay awake for 72 hours! He called me today and told me about it. He didn't even get to bed until 1:00 am last night. He was in a watch tower today. So, if it isn't bad enough to keep you up for 72 straight hours, they put you in a watch tower to watch over....Saratoga Springs?
Anyhow, he is doing well and gets to come home for a night after the all night, night, nighter.
They are hosting a banquet for the families of those deploying and it will be nice to meet some of the soldiers he will be going with.
I'm tired so I will write more later.

The latest

2010-05-10T15:03:00.000-07:00

Macade was able to come home to spend Mother's Day with me yesterday. It was nice to have him with us. He is already a changed man. When in Army mode, he is very focused and serious. He talked about the briefings that he is having to sit through these days out at Camp Williams. It is really serious stuff like what to do if your Battle Buddy is killed. I know they have to do this, but he is looking forward to this week when they get to blow stuff up again. He also ranked expert in the grenade throwing and he is a designated shooter. This means he can sit inside an armored vehicle and shot the 50 caliber using a video game like remote control. I could see my nephews drooling, but also deep in thought. To my knowledge, he is still coming home on the 23rd and shipping out to Wisconsin the first part of July. He may do more training in between. He feels like he has made some great friends in the new unit and he is hoping to get moved up a rank to Specialist before he leaves. Overall, I think he is doing well.
B

Be all you can be

2010-05-07T13:56:00.000-07:00

Macade is thriving once again. Yesterday he called me from his Humvee to let me know they would be out in the field for the next 2 weeks. (FTX) He told me how much he had missed the Army and how he should be getting promoted to Specialist before he leaves for Afghanistan. He is making great friends in his new unit and come to find out, my friends son is in the same unit. Small world and I am so grateful to know that her and I can do this together too. So, all is well with him. I am trying to sell his Jeep and his snake if anyone is interested, let me know. Thanks for all of your support.
B
Proud Army Mom

Getting ready to go!

2010-05-03T15:21:00.000-07:00

Macade is going to Afghanistan!
He started specialized training this past weekend. He will be going with a full combat unit. (I know. I know.) He will be leaving to train in Wisconsin in July. He is very anxious but excited to go to work. He seems to be making good friends that will watch his back while he is there. We are asking that only positive words come our way as we are getting buried in the negative. Thanks for all of your support.
**Yesterday he delivered doors to a post where they will be blowing them up! How fun! Just like being a kid in the sandbox!
ps anyone want a ball python???

Life with Macade

2009-11-03T15:55:00.000-08:00

So I do still hear from my little Army boy every now and again. Usually something I don't care to hear but he does still keep in touch.
He is doing very well. He has purchased a nice little Jeep Grand Cherokee and a little pet named Leonitis. (He's a ball python.)
Macade is still working at Old Navy and still going to school at the MATC, I think.
He is not too thrilled about the upcoming holidays in the retail business.
No news from the Army yet about going anywhere, so that is good news.
He's still the same old Macade.

Moving On

2009-08-28T12:25:00.000-07:00

So, Macade moved out this week and although he is only living a couple of miles away, I feel his absence. Now, this is a good thing and a bad thing. Good because he needed to. He needs to be out with people his age and experience life. This is the one thing that I wanted my kids to do that I never did. Live out on their own and have roommates and good times. Bad because I relinquish all control. (Not that I ever had any.) I have to remind myself to not call him constantly and lecture him when we do talk. He is a great guy and working hard.
Macade is going to a technical school right now to enhance his mechanics knowledge. This can only help him in the Army and out. He is excited about it. He also is working at Old Navy again and is there at 5:00 AM! Then off to school and sometimes back to work in the evening. Good thing he is young! I could not do it. I am proud of him and all that he is setting out to do. I think he has good roommates that also just work and go to school. He had a apartment b-que last night and it makes me happy to know that he is out experiencing life. It was my biggest goal as his mom to see him become a good man.
I love you Cade!

He's here!

2009-08-05T14:47:00.000-07:00

So yes, he is home. He is well. He is strong.
And he bought a motorcycle!
He is happy and bored. He has his old job at old navy back and is looking for more work. He would like to move out.
He has grown up a lot and he's still just a kid.
I am glad he is home.
I can breathe.

9 hours!

2009-07-23T10:49:00.000-07:00

Then what?!
Should I keep up his blog?
Should I bag it until he goes somewhere?
What now?

The Countdown in on!!

2009-07-13T14:23:00.001-07:00

He's coming home!!!
I can't believe it! 10 more days and he'll be home! It has been a long 24 weeks and my boy misses the mountains! He wants to sleep, camp and get a job.
In that order.

Stress case

2009-07-08T14:56:00.000-07:00

To all who may wonder...
Macade is a total stress case. I cannot for the life of me figure out why.
He is so worked up about coming home. He has made lists of things he needs to do.
List of things he wants to do.
Lists and lists of things he wants to buy!
Oh the kid...
My personal opinion... he will be home for about 2 weeks before he decides to join up with the big Army. He loves it!
I did talk to his SFC here today who told me he has a "jump" invitation. Yikes! That means "Airborne"! He earned the invite with his promotion when he received his award for PT.
He does not know this yet.
He will make a list...

Korea?

2009-06-25T14:33:00.000-07:00

So Macade called me last night to warn me that he may not be home very long before he ships out to Korea. I don't know who he is talking to but I do know that things are heating up in that part of the world. He said they are telling everyone to be prepared. As it was, he said maybe 80% of the soldiers he is with are shipping to Korea as soon as they are done training. I told him not to worry and that we would pray that he will be safe wherever they decide to send him. I think he is more worried about spending some time at home before shipping out.
Macade is doing very good. He has a lot of down time which is hard for him but he still remains pretty upbeat. He is really stressed out about coming home and trying to adapt to life again.
They have made him a "flag folder". I asked what that meant and he said he was the flag folder at funerals. I, of course, panicked and asked just how many people were dying there. He laughed and called me silly. I guess when they are called to services of veterans, Macade folds the flag. I felt a lot better then. I think he finds it a great honor to do this for the veterans of our country. His love of the flag is just growing and growing. So everyone make sure you have your flags ready for when he comes home. So far, graduation is still on July 23rd. However, it IS the Army and they can change plans pretty quickly.
Thanks again for all of your support of our soldier. We love him and we are Proud!

Nothin to report

2009-06-04T18:30:00.000-07:00

So, as you can see, AIT (advanced individual training) is much less exciting than basic training. Macade is enjoying it a lot but he loved BCT! I think it was the structure of the place in general. He has a lot of down time in SC, but I think he is learning a lot. I just spoke with him and he got 100% on 2 tests today! Yeah for him! He has a big inspection tomorrow and was cleaning like crazy hoping to pass this test too. Then he will get to wear civilian clothes after school and listen to his i-pod and such. He has a small room that he shares with one other young guy and he likes that a lot too. AND, he says he has earned himself the new PT nickname. He is now Mr. 300 to the Drill Sergeants and commanders. I like it that he is working hard to put his name out there. Anyway, it looks like he will be home in mid-July. We are very excited to get him home and get him busy. I also met his unit folks the other day when I stopped to pick up his patches and pins for his uniforms. They told me they are not on the schedule to ship out any time soon, but a new schedule is coming out in September. They were thinking early 2011.???
So, he is good. He always wants me to tell everyone hello and that he loves you all!
B

Training under way

2009-05-13T18:52:00.000-07:00

So Macade has had 2 test this week already. He started his training to be a 63 Bravo. (Light wheel mechanic.) He says it's a little boring right now but that it will get better. I keep asking for his address and for some reason he is hesitant to give it to me. So, sorry everyone. I think he is a little homesick and he tells me it's kinda hard to get letters even. So, I will be patient and grateful that I bought him a new phone to keep in touch.
He is still doing really well in PT. He maxed out at 300 on Monday! Who knew!?
He is hearing a lot about how they are desperate in Afghanistan for mechanics and they shortened his already short training. I don't know how long he will be home in July. His first deployment could come pretty quickly. He is not afraid though. He is more than willing to go and serve. It is what he is training for and he is anxious to be busy.
Thank you all again for your support of Macade. I am sure he feels it.
B

Fort Jackson

2009-05-06T18:08:00.001-07:00

So Macade made it to South Carolina last Friday night. He says it is really hot but I wonder if it's just cause he has to wear that uniform (ACU's). He is doing OK. It's always a little stressful for him the first few days as he is totally lost. Tonight when I spoke with him he was a little better than yesterday. He is bored though and cannot wait for his training to get going on Friday. He also knew his grad date. July 23rd. I asked if he would be able to come home on the 24th and he said, "hopefully right after graduation!" It is nice to have a date to look forward to. (Maybe one of my blog savvy friends could help me put a countdown on this blog.) He has decided to try to be a NCO (non-commissioned officer) by the end of his first year. He has talked quite a bit about going active duty army as well. The Special Forces are a huge pull for him! I know he could do it and they would totally want him there with his PT scores. Anyway, PVT Moore is alive and well and I think there is a part of him that is enjoying being on his own. He does get homesick and I think that is why he tries not to call or write too much. I will post an address as soon as I get own. (He's a little slow now that he has his phone.)
Thanks to all of you that show your support of Macade every day! He loves you and misses you a lot. I am so grateful to all of you too!
B

Check this out!

2009-05-04T13:51:00.001-07:00

Check out my other blog to get the update on Macade this week!

heressomemoore.blogspot.com

The Countdown is on!

2009-04-24T07:07:00.000-07:00

So, it actually has been since the day he left, but we are really down to 5 days now!!! So excited to go to Missouri and see our soldier! He called again last night and says they are just preparing to graduate now. He is so excited to be done and you can hear in his voice that he is really proud of what he has accomplished. I don't know if he will be honor grad but they are awarding him with a special badge to wear on his uniform that he gets for being the highest in his class in physical training. OF COURSE, they are giving it to him before we can make it there to watch! Why is the Army so on top of things?!! Anyway, he is excited to get on to SC where the whole coast is on fire and heading into hurricaine season. (That's the mom in me.) He just wants his ipod and camera and the new phone I bought him.
Can't wait to see him!

One small step for me...

2009-04-19T10:49:00.000-07:00

One GIANT step for Macade!!!
I got a pic! It's just one and was sent from a camera phone, but it was manna from heaven for me. Look at his chubby little cheeks!!!
He got an off-post pass this morning and RAN all the way to the PX. He and his buddies loaded up on Red Bulls and Reeses peanut butter cups. Just as he was chowing down some Drill Seargents walked in and he swore into the phone. But in the end, the DS's just told them to not bring any of that !@#$ back to the barracks.
He is so happy this morning! He is a Squad Leader now and he just couldn't be happier.
And I am pretty darn happy too!

Expert Grenade Thrower

2009-04-14T17:38:00.000-07:00

I couldn't be prouder. I think it is a good thing that Cade qualified an expert with Grenades. All that baseball must have paid off eh? He is getting so excited to be done at Fort Leonard Wood. He has excelled and now he is ready to move on. Still at the top of his class. In fact, he scored a 297 out of a possible 300 on his physical training. He gets his phone now on Sundays so he has been able to call a few times. He decided on a whim to check out the Gospel Church on Sunday. He says he doesn't think he'll go back again but it sure did give him a good laugh. He loved that they play the piano and drums during the prayer.
What a kid?
B

It finally happened...

2009-04-05T16:42:00.000-07:00

Macade is homesick! I thought it might happen but now that we are so close to the finish I guess it took me by surprise. Macade has been able to call home a lot more lately as some of you know. I don't know if this is such a good thing for him. He even told me that after he talks to everyone he gets a little homesick. So today, he called 3 different times. He supposedly is in what they call blue phase now and this means they get more privileges and are punished for their own issues, not everyone elses. So, the first time I talked to him he was pretty up beat. Excited to be in blue phase and doing so well. The next time, he is swearing mad because someone went into the DS's latrine and they would all get in trouble for it. He told me this one DS in particular is all ego. He tells them he will destroy them and what not. OK, who said this was OK? It takes me all the way back to when Macade would get picked on in grade school. I want to go get my face up in his DS's and ask him if his mama taught him anything. "If you can't say anything nice, don't say anything at all", right? Something tells me this wouldn't do either of us any good. Anyway, if there was ever a time that Cade needs some good upbeat mail, it's time!!! He is doing so good and I keep reminding him of how close he is to finishing and how bad he wants to be honor grad. I tell him they are just messing with him and to just Embrace the Suck! Anyhow, if anyone needs his address, let me know. I'm so sure he would welcome a good letter of encouragement.
Thanks again,
B
PS Some good prayers for him couldn't hurt either. Thanks

Oh, he's busy...

2009-03-30T18:01:00.000-07:00

Oh so I guess he has been so busy he has had no time to write now. There you go. I spoke with Macade for a while yesterday and it was great! He is so up beat and happy! He has never been homesick for a second and loves to tell me all about what he is doing. I especially love when he talks about rocket launchers and grenades. My favorite...
This may be a little tooting of his own horn, but I'm so proud that I will tell about it anyway. He is at the top of his class. He recently forgot his flashlight when they went out and his DS got really mad at him and told him he was going to be his "Honor Grad" and that he can't be forgetting things. This is a huge deal! This would open many doors for Macade and send him to Airborne which is what he wants. He also says that the Commanders all know him and it's a good thing not bad. When told to hustle, they tell the soldiers to "run like Moore". The DS's are placing bets on how fast he will run his 2 mile test. His latest # is 11:20. On a good day, I can run 3/4 mile in that long. He was awarded a special vest the other day in front of his whole company that gives him the chance to do physical training on his own because he is so far ahead. I know, this is crazy, but he really is doing this great!!! I cannot wait to go to graduation!! I don't know if my moody self can handle the pride I will be oozing. I will for sure take waterproof mascara!
I did get a letter today also. He said he was fitted for his Class A's and he loves wearing his beret. He says he was born to wear it. He says it makes him feel so proud. He hates MO weather really bad and that is the only thing he really complains about. When it snows there he calls it "icing" instead of snowing. He says it just rains ice. He has been shooting the big guns this weeks and is really enjoying that. He told me it's the kind you see on the big military trucks. He says it is so loud and that I better be ready to hear a lot of it when we go there.
And to finish this post off, my son and I actually weigh the same amount for the first time ever!!! He is excited to be up to this weight and I am excited to be heading down past the same weight. Funny!
Thank you all for your support of Macade. He loves to get your letters and he likes to get pictures as well. This is about all he can get after all.
I will end this post now with visions of the 120 lb me weeping with joy at the sight of my son, the 135 lb honor grad, getting a bunch of awards at graduation. He, he.
I know I need therapy!

Hello????

2009-03-25T17:53:00.000-07:00

So I'm not flaking out here people. My son, the soldier, is not corresponding! What the? Who said this was OK? Well I might be exaggerating a smidge. I heard from him today. It is the first time in a spell. He is doing great. Moving right along through his training. He missed expert marksmanship with his rifle by 1 point. I think he is pretty bummed about that. But he is not a bit worried about his PT test. He maxed that out weeks ago. So bless his heart, he really want girlfriend, M, to come to graduation. M's mom (hey P) has decided that this is a bit too much too fast and I agree. Now to get Macade to understand. He is begging me to get a hold of P and schmooze her into letting M go. I don't think he has bothered to think about how much it will cost, where she will stay, how she will get around in MISSOURI of all places! Oh Macade, how lucky are you that good ol ma and pa are coming to hang out?
B
I wrote back to him today and reminded him who is sending the stamps and paying the phone bill. That'll get him writing.

IV certified?!!!

2009-03-14T20:07:00.000-07:00

So, there you have it... My son that almost passed out when they drew his blood, can now give an IV. It's amazing! In 5 short weeks he has grown up and changed so much that I can't wait to "meet" him! Macade called today and I also got a letter! Good Day!! He says he really is loving it. They have been working on marksmanship with their guns. He's doing really good and would like to get to expert level which is 36 or higher and I think he told me he got a 37. He's doing excellent in PT (physical training). He is 12 points off of maxing out. Then he gets a badge when he graduates. He ran 2 miles in 11 minutes and 45 seconds. He says he smoked everyone. If he remains the top guy, he gets a free ticket to Airborne! (His dream come true!) He has a bit of a big head right now but I figure when you can't even eat chocolate or drink diet coke, you gotta have something going for you. I'll whip him back into shape when he decides to come home. Macade is reading the Book of Mormon and has challenged us to read it again. He also gave one to a friend of his there. When people find out he is a Mormon, they very seriously ask him how many wives he has. He gets a real kick out of that. Anyway, I think he is sitting just right. He does what he is told and helps out all his fellow soldiers. He got his fancy picture taken and I can't wait to see those! I'll post asap. Thank you so much to all of you that have been writing to him. He loves to get mail and see what's up with people at home. Overall, in 5 letters, the change is drastic. He is growing up and becoming exactly what we knew he could be. We are so proud of him!
B

Check this out!

2009-03-05T15:30:00.000-08:00

So I don't know if you can read this, but it is a letter from Robert C. Oaks of the Seventy. It is so nice to know that the church has such great resources for our soldiers.
B
PS, maybe if you double click it gets bigger!

All is well

2009-03-03T12:46:00.000-08:00

Macade's latest phone call was great! It was so nice to hear his voice and be able to chat it up like the good ol days was great! He is doing so good. Never once has he complained to me. He is really keeping his nose clean and laying low but not too low. He actually ran like a 5 minute mile to beat out 200 other guys! Go Cade! They also gassed him this week. I asked if he threw up and he said no, but he said it hurt sooo bad! Now that's out of the way, he just needs to find the courage to start an IV. Who knew? Certainly not him or it may have changed his Army plan! He says to tell everyone hello. He said don't, don't don't send him packages but man is he craving some peanut butter cups. This is considered contraband in the army. They went to the PX (store) to buy supplies the other day and he said he has not been able to stop thinking about peanut butter cups ever since. He mentioned them to me at least 4 times too. I can't wait to go and visit him. I will take him a whole box of the things! He got his big gun and has been learning it inside and out. He hasn't shot it yet, but I'm sure I will hear all about it.
Anyway, the kid is doing great! His mom is struggling a bit, but I don't think that is abnormal. I'll make it. I am so proud it hurts!!!
B

He lives!

2009-02-24T13:55:00.000-08:00

So I have finally received confirmation that Macade is alive and well. I spoke with him for 20 blessed minutes on Sunday. He was very quiet. I asked him about it ans he says he just doesn't say much around there. Anyway, I have got letters for 2 days in a row now!! So excited about it. Here is some of the latest. Realize I type word for word

Hey!!! I mis ya'll!! Day 1 officially started at 20 Feb 09. Woke up at 0400 worked out, went to class and ate chow. Reception really sucked of course. It's just paperwork and in-processing. So gotten tons of shots. Oh my! I almost passed out like a billion times. And a huge on in my butt. @#$% that one hurt! But reception actually helped cuz it got me ready. Because of the holiday, we stayed a whole week there. We finally got to our barracks, a 10 min drive from 43rd battalion. I'm with a bunch of guys that motivate me, push me, everything!!! I love it. At first I thought, what the hell am I doin here?! But finally I relaxed and am makin the best of it! Its so so so fun!!! I love the army, just listen and apply, were movin so fast we're still in red phase but we're movin so quick and have more privileges soon. We're goin to white phase. We get our guns on Tuesday!!! So excited we got all.. well most of our gear! We get to keep a lot of stuff. Ya AIRSOFT! I miss you all but it's so so fun!!! Can't wait to stand on the star! Graduation date is April 30th. I'm changing already, pushing myself to limits, trying new things, being disciplined!! I'm a Hellraiser!! Love ya'll. Miss you
PVT Moore
Cade

Happy Birthday Surprise!

2009-02-19T13:49:00.000-08:00

I got a letter!!!! OK so it's actually a very short note, most of it regarding a girl and how I need to get a hold of her and tell her he will write soon, but it's a note all the same!

So I woke up this morning and felt pretty darn down. 18 years ago today, my life was totally changed when I was handed the best thing that ever happened to me. As I held him in my arms, I tried to picture the places we would go and the things we would do. And at the same time, I was thinking, how can I do this? How can I be a mommy to this innocent little critter? I have never felt love like what hit me that day. I remember being so proud! (Key chains, t-shirts, nothing could escape Macade's face.) I remember thinking I would do anything for him. Well some things have changed and some definitely have not. I still would walk the earth for him. (or at least to Missouri.) I have never been more proud! I told Macade the day he left that our family began with just the 2 of us. He seemed to take great pride in that too. Macade and I grew up together. He is one of my best friends as well as my son. He is my pride and joy. He is mine.

Now about that note. Who knew that they have service missionaries at the Fort? Thank goodness for service missionaries! (Mom and Dad Moore, this can be your next mission! He, he.) So I guess on Sundays he is allowed to write to us. The missionaries copy that letter and send it to us. I then, can write an e-mail to Cade and send it to the missionaries who print it off and deliver it to Macade on Sunday at church. This is brilliant for a poor mom that misses her kid and can't wait one more day, and who was drooling at the sight of a note and picture of her son. So, I still do not have an address for him, but hopefully he will send me something this week. In meantime, I will keep in touch with "the girl" because she will probably get something before I do.

Happy Birthday Macade! I love you! You are the greatest mistake I ever made!!!!

Valentines surprise!

2009-02-14T16:56:00.000-08:00

We got a Valentines phone call this morning! I think it may have even lasted longer than 1 minute. Maybe 30 more seconds. Nice bunch, those army guys. He sounded lots better today and I think he may be figuring out how things go. He said they aren't shipping him to Basic training until Tuesday. That sucks a little because it pushes his training out farther and farther. But he sounded good and ready to do this. It was good to talk to him.
His Sgt here told him a great quote before he left which I have reminded my whole family of a few times. I will leave this with you.
"Embrace the suck."

1 minute 6 seconds: A conversation with a soldier

2009-02-12T17:21:00.000-08:00

So, I heard from Macade yesterday. Our conversation went something like this
Cade: Hello Mama
Mom: Cade, I am so glad you called! I have been thinking of you. Do you have a bed?
Cade: Yes I have a bed.
Mom: Do you have your uniforms yet?
Cade: Not yet.
Mom: Did they cut off your hair?
Cade: Yes, it's really short.
Mom: Have you had any sleep?
Cade: About 2 hours. Our plane left at 4:00 PM and we didn't get here until almost midnight.
Mom: Is it flat there?
Cade: I don't know, but I have to go now Mama.
Mom: I love you so much and I am so proud of you.
Cade: I love you too.
Mom: Be strong.
Cade: I will.

One minute and six seconds. That's it. I won't hear his voice for another 10 weeks. I miss him more than I ever would've dreamed. I love him!
B

Struggles!!!

2009-02-10T14:08:00.000-08:00

Well friends and family, he is off. We all did ok and he is hopefully on his way to Missouri. He was so brave and I can't help but admire it at his young age. He is my hero! When I pull myself out of my lame dispare, I will write a more detailed bit. For now, he was excited and nervous and so BRAVE! I am more proud of him than anything ever!
B

10 Days to go

2009-01-30T16:36:00.000-08:00

We're counting the days now. Macade is so excited and I have sensed a minor change in him. He is really committed to doing this and making the most of it. I am so proud of him!
B

I have sore boobs!

2009-01-26T14:18:00.000-08:00

It's not what you think! There is no need for child disclaimers here. Macade had his first weekend of drills. He did great the first day. They did a lot of marching and listening to stuff. I think he did OK yesterday too because he cannot lift his arms today! Oh my! I keep telling him to stay active and moving but it's just not in him. He is still very excited to get going.
We did attend a meeting about shipping out last night. They did tell us that Cade can get mail but we will have to wait for him to write home to get his address. He can't get much more than letters, very positive letters. He may not get to write back a lot as his only time to write is before bed.
We also found out that he will not be coming home for the break in between trainings. I was a little sad at this news, but it renews my efforts to see Missouri for graduation day.
They didn't cut off his hair just yet, but it is short. Oh and he has gained 2 lbs. He is up to a staggering 115!!! They MADE him eat twice at lunch! I think he enjoyed that part.
B

Missouri? I'm sure the Mormons felt this way...

2009-01-22T17:50:00.000-08:00

So Macade's orders only had one new change. He will be going to Missouri instead of Oklahoma. He is still very excited. He goes to his first drill weekend this week. That means he gets his haircut!!! They also go over the in's and out's with us as parents about his shipping. We find out what we can send to him and what not. It's an exciting time around here!
B

He's really going!

2009-01-16T16:15:00.000-08:00

It's official! He is leaving early! A lot earlier than we had planned! His original date was June 2nd and now it's, get ready... Feb 10th!!! We are now in hyper planning mode. We need to celebrate several things before he leaves. He will be turning 18 at his first week of boot camp. He also graduated from High School this past week!

We are so proud of Cade and his accomplishments and are excited to send him off to the next chapter in his life.

This blog is meant to keep his family and friends posted of the happenings in his life over the next 6 years.

We found out he would be leaving early just yesterday and today was spent getting his high school stuff figured out. They want to be sure he will get a diploma. He is still working at Old Navy and plans to until he leaves. He will only get to go to one weekend drill with the Guard before he leaves. They will also be filling us in on all the details of what we need to do to "ship" him. (Sounds like mailing a kid.) That will be the weekend of the 24th of January.

We are not sure yet if his training places have been changed but we should know by Monday. Until then, we plan on him going to Oklahoma to basic training and then onto South Carolina for his individual training. His MOS in the Army will be 63 Bravo. That's the fancy way they say light wheel mechanic.

Macade will spend about 6 months in training and then come home and get ready for whatever they need him to do. We have been informed that the chance he will go to Iraq or Afghanistan is great, but he will be prepared.

We are not fearful, but very proud of his decision to serve our country. We know the risks and feel confident that he will be trained well. We realize that the world is a dangerous place right now and we are grateful for all of our troops!

Thanks for your interest in Macade and I will try very hard to keep this blog up to date for those of you willing to check in on our hero!

Becky